whyyy am I so fucking insecure?

CUBANANANA

So it's officially summer. And I'm so glad. Except I already had my Cuba trip, and I want to go back. It was sooo nice. All inclusive, parties every single night, I met a whole bunch of awesome people... etc etc. Oh and I got a sweet tan. But seriously. When I came back home life just seemed so mediocre, because I didn't have any bahama mamas to drink whenever I wanted, I couldn't just lay down on a beach chair in the ocean... It made me a little sad. But I'm over it now. Minus the fact that I'm sick.. I think. I have these crazy weird stomach pains and they affect my appetite and stuff. I hope I don't have some sort of Cuban virus. Haha, yeah right. But yeah. I had a good trip.
On the plus side, I've had this entire week off from work also, and I've just been going places with my mom and with my boyfriend. It's nice. Tomorrow I'm going to the beach! I haven't been to the beach yet this summer. (Minus the whole week I spent by the ocean in Cuba, but I mean at home.) So we're going to the beach and it should be pretty nice. I can keep up my sick tan ;) hahaha
Anyways, the only reason I made this entry is because I'm up in my old computer room cleaning it, because it's a mess. And my old computer was calling my name and it's actually working a lot better than my stupid laptop right now.
So there you go. I'll post more later. Perhaps pictures from Cuba! ....Maybe.