so many things.

Sometimes I feel like blogging. Like now. I should be doing my homework, but I know for a fact that I won't til tomorrow evening, and then I'll stress out about it. I am such a procrastinator.

Anyways. You know when you have like a million thoughts in your head and you just want to get them all out? I have about 8 different things floating in my head that I could be writing about, but if I put it all into one entry it might be too crazy. Hm. Whatever.

Recently I have been feeling really great, and you know why? I'm the luckiest girl, pretty much. I have an amazing boy that treats me so sweet. So sweet. And he's 6'2-3ish.. and so when I kiss him I have to go on my tippytoes. :) Sometimes he gives me butterflies when I think of him. Like right now. We just fit. I'm glad I found him.

Alright. Enough with the moooooshy stuff!

FLOP

I haven't posted in so long. I don't even know if I have to say sorry... because I'm pretty sure that no one reads this anyways. Like I have said, I put the link on my YouTube, but I don't know about YouTube anymore.
When I first discovered my love for YT... I thought it would be a really good idea to make my own channel and make my own videos! What joy!
Then I realized that not many people like them. I don't know how else to phrase it. It's like a flop. I'm a flop. I try, but I guess I suck. Big flop.
I don't know what else to write. I thought I was in the blogging mood, but I guess I'm not.

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last day being 17

Well, hello. I feel like I should be writing a proper blog since I always just half-ass it and write something stupid.
SO. Today is March 1st. Tomorrow is March 2nd, and you know what day that is?! My birthday! I'm sort of excited, I'm turning eighteen which is preeeetty cool. I'm still not entirely sure what I'm doing tonight for it, and I sort of wish I made plans earlier, but oh well. I also wish I could have a birthday party at my own house but since my mother is home, that would not work. Ah well, I'll have fun anyways! I think being 18 means you're legally an adult, so this marks my last day of being a "technical" teenager!
I just read the last part over, and I have said "I" many many times. That sucks. I I I I I I. All about me. That's all there is to write about. AAAAAHAWEGYFSDG.

So today, I logged onto the lovely YouTube... and saw that one of my subscriptions has a new video. I clicked on it, and watched it. It's about a market in Spain that he went to, and it looks absoloutely amazing. I want to go there, now! I want to travel. I want to go places. I recently just read 13 Little Blue Envelopes (which, by the way, is a greaaaaat book, go read it!) and it made me want to travel to Europe so badly. Like, seriously. Upon finishing it, I told my mom that next year I am going to go backpacking in Europe. I'm actually going to do it, though. The experience would be so amazing.
Anyways. My hands are freezing for some reason, and I have nothing else to write about. Sorry this is so jumbled and jumpy.